This has been
one crazy week for me. Paul was gone until Thursday. I worked as hard as I
could but when he got back I had gained 2 lbs. Unsure of what happened, we took
a hard look at my diet. Turns out I haven’t been eating enough again. I still have
a hard time thinking eating too little is making me gain weight but it must be
true. I have lost 4 lbs. since then so I must be back on track.
Now I’m
facing a few obstacles. The first obstacle is being on the job market again.
The position I have been working was only a temporary position. I was hoping it
would end up being permanent but it didn’t work out. Good experience but due to
the fact it is a nonprofit business there wasn’t enough funding to keep me on.
I know they wish they could have kept me. So now I am job hunting again. This
also means I have to take a brake from Paul until I find a new job. I hope it
won’t be too long, because it scares me not being able to be trained by him. I
will have to push my self harder and I hope I can do it!
The second is
finding a sitter for my daughter. If I couldn’t find a sitter before I would
bring her with me to the gym and she would watch me. But the rules of the gym
say I can’t do that anymore. I understand and respect that. I’m sure she will
be back when she is 14! This just makes it hard because I don’t feel she is old
enough to say home by her self yet.
Like I said
these are just obstacles. The old me would have used this as an excuse to quit,
but that is not an option for me anymore! I will find a way to work it all out.
You will still see me at Anytime 6 days a week! I will do my best with the food
plan. I will be back working out with Paul within a month. This weekend I watched
Extreme Makeover again. This episode was about a man who went through a breakup,
loss of a job and became homeless all during his weight loss journey and still
made his goal. So I can do it, and I will keep you all posted along the way!
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